La Vida Loca de Crystal

(Source: u-n-t-i-e, via her-mind-isinparadise)

w3-b0th-kn0w:

But you don’t. So I have to go. I have to move on. It’s hard. It is. But I’m tired of this routine of not speaking for days and then talking and trying to figure it out, and you running away. I can’t do it anymore. Not to my friends and my family, and god, not for me. I’m walking away and it’s hard. It’s hard because I do love you and I’ll always love you. I miss you and I’ll miss you for a long time, a long, long time. Maybe someday you’ll come back for me. It’ll take a lot for you and a lot for me. I made promises, though. I told you I’d always be here, and like I said, I am. I’m in your heart and that’s all that really matters. I was your first, and you mine. I can live with that. I can live with knowing that we were each other’s first true loves, real love, not high school love, real love. I miss you, and I love you. I’ll be okay and you will, too. I’ll be seeing you,
-Cake.

But you don’t. So I have to go. I have to move on. It’s hard. It is. But I’m tired of this routine of not speaking for days and then talking and trying to figure it out, and you running away. I can’t do it anymore. Not to my friends and my family, and god, not for me. I’m walking away and it’s hard. It’s hard because I do love you and I’ll always love you. I miss you and I’ll miss you for a long time, a long, long time. Maybe someday you’ll come back for me. It’ll take a lot for you and a lot for me. I made promises, though. I told you I’d always be here, and like I said, I am. I’m in your heart and that’s all that really matters. I was your first, and you mine. I can live with that. I can live with knowing that we were each other’s first true loves, real love, not high school love, real love. I miss you, and I love you. I’ll be okay and you will, too. I’ll be seeing you,

-Cake.

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The problem is you’re so busy looking for the lie, you can’t see the truth<3